So here, my ex-boyfriend (let's call him 'BOY'), and his new girlfriend (GIRL); they're messing with me again but apparently it has no effect on me. Just because this actress Andi Eigenmann was on Deal or No Deal on ABS-CBN, and she chose the briefcase number 23. And 23 is BOY and GIRL's monthsary, and BOY's and mine used to be 21. They kept on sending group messages saying "Andi likes 23 better than 21. 21, ewww!" And I was just sitting in our living room, reading their texts and I'm pretty sure they're having fun and laughing.
Which brings to my realization. I used to be like them, back when I was still with BOY. There was this girl (Dani), she has a crush on BOY. Both of us were upset by that, because Dani and BOY were classmates and Dani would get really close to BOY. I used to be such a 'bitch' to Dani, well not at her face. But when she's around or even not, BOY and I would talk about her and back bite her. We just laughed about it, laughing at her because she looked desperate and acting like a slut. When we broke up, I realized I was at my worst when I was with him. I never wanted to be that person again. I was like one of the girls from the movie Mean Girls with Lindsey Lohan in it.
I realized what I did was wrong, who I am was not the person I'm supposed to be. If my parents, grandfather, and the other top people I could let down knew about that side of me back then, they would've been very disappointed of me. Thinking that BOY is now changing GIRL, making her become the person I used to be when I was with him, I feel sorry for them. I feel sorry for GIRL for being dragged into BOY's wrong doing. But I feel more sorry for BOY for not realizing what he's done to GIRL. It's like it's a part of him to act that way towards people who fancy him and not even realizing that what he's doing is wrong and is not making any of them a better person.
I just wish they'd realize that what their doing is wrong and they should stop acting that way because it's really childish.
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