Back to Being Zero?

I am well aware that no one reads my blog. Well, I have many blogs but this is my personal blog. Which is why I feel perfectly safe in talking about anything I like here. It's been a while since I last posted. I always find myself talking to myself out loud when no one's around. It's fun for me. I realize things that I've observed and some I share to my boyfriend when I realize them during our talk on the phone.

When I realize things or reflect on specific situations I would always wish I could blog them or write them down but then I'd have to look for a pen and paper. While looking for such my mind would be forced to be on hold and letting my fairy dust dissolve in the corners of my mind. It's such a shame I wont get to keep a record of my mind's realizations but I'd take them as a gift that is for me alone and can never be retrieved. You see, I speak them out loud yet I can never remember them after that.

I just feel like talking right now, which is why I'm blogging. :)

Reflect myself

Let's reflect for a while. My exes, yes they're a mess months after they broke up with me. It's not that the break-up was my fault, but they were the problem. They weren't meant for me, my other half still hasn't arrived. I was just too distracted of having a boyfriend to realize it.

After my break-up with Arvin, I felt more alive and free. I was more happy with who I am, not worrying about someone. Spending more time with my friends, figuring out who I really am. I spent the last 7 months of high school the way it was supposed to be lived.

So now I am happy with my true, loyal friends. I'm becoming more mature and more independent of others. I am a HAPPY BITCH.