Wizardess Heart

So I have been playing this online dating simulation game from a company who calls their games "Shall We Date?" for months now. My experience with the game is satisfying. I mean I've never played a dating sim game ever and I had no idea what to expect from it but as a book worm of YA's, Fiction, and Romance, I can say that the game satisfies my young heart. It give me the feels, the excitement, the worry and woes me to my toes. I never go on a day without playing the game because it has become part of my life and my routine. I love how it makes me feel giddy.

Now the first game that I played, or rather discovered was Shall We Date?: Wizardess Heart

I can't recall how I found it but I first played it on Facebook. I was looking for dating games and got somehow linked to this game and I fell fond of it. The player can name herself and once you play the game, the characters would say your name or that't what you'd see on the screen. But first, one must choose a character and play their story. Each character has a different story but they are somehow connected. The first three stories are connected and the following three and connected also. And there was an announcement that another three characters will be introduced for new stories. In each story, every eisting character would show up because they are still enrolled in the same academy. It's really like the person playing is enrolled in the academy with all these hot guys surrounding her and the weirdest part is that she gets to date one of them. So weird right? 

For two stories and half of the third I played on Facebook, but when I got my smartphone I played on my phone and I'm down to the fourth story now.

The first character I chose was Luca Orlem (click the picture to enlarge). When I started the story there were only five to choices and I read all of their profiles and I decided to go with the bad boy and I was very happy and feeling fluffy with his story and for the first three stories his was my favorite. After Luca was Elias Goldenstein then Yukiya Reizen. Theirs were the first and original stories of the game. And I guess with the huge popularity that the game is getting, they decided to add the second group of characters.

           

Where I'm currently reading right now is the first story to the second group who is Klaus Goldenstein. Yes, he's the older brother of Elias from above. His story, so far is my very favorite among all the stories. May be it's just my liking for older guys but he really is something. Like I said, there were 5 of them when I started the game where the fifth is Randy March, and after finishing Luca's story the 6th character story was released as Azusa Kuze.

  

The upcoming three are still unknown but I just wanted to document how much I enjoyed this game and bravo to the creators and the story makers. Everyone in the team of making this game happen and ongoing deserved a round of applause.

By the way, other than this game, I'm also playing their partner game called "Blood in Roses" which just as fun but I still get more feels from Wizards. I guess Vampires and Werewolves are to cliche for me now.

Black Star

Black Star

by Ana Irenea Olmedo

December, December,

O how I remember,

 The cold wind against my cheek

My lips kissed by the poorly lit night.

I never thought I'd miss it

Having you by my side.

The stars in the sky,

The stars by the window,

we adore

 I remember you,

I remember love,

I remember it all,

I remember us.

I made up this poem last night just before I went to sleep. My boyfriend has been miles away from me for 5 months now. Whenever I'm at school and I walk past the places where we used to recollect a lot I tend to miss him. This December has been the first time where I actually missed him when I'm at school and I wanted to cry but I can't because I'm in public.

I sent this poem as a group message last night to him and to my friends. No feedback was given. I wonder if he even read it. I just miss him and I'm going to miss him more this Christmas and New Year because he's not coming home. :(

Dreams and Addiction

I can now conclude that I am addicted to this new Manga-turned-to-Anime series. The series is called Sword Art Online (family photo below). This series is about people from young ages to old ones and they meet in a virtual world where you can kill people, fly, play with swords, guns, be able to face your fears and just be an entire different person from who you truly are.

In my dream, I was well aware that I wasn't in a game. Only that I was influenced by the show I watched. This morning I dreamed about physically hurting my boyfriend's sister. I knew that I was doing wrong but I didn't mind because I was frustrated by her. I kept on pulling her hair and hitting her head on the walls. The most frustrating part was she never looked hurt. 

In my other dream just 40 minutes ago, I was in a different place. There were car chasing, different people, Arabs, Americans, Filipinos, my family was there. 3 of us had this invisibility power. Anyway, I was beside the driver through a rough and muddy path up the mountain but I wasn't scared at all. In fact, I was enjoying it. Then the scene changed, it was a ride like a roller coaster but wet. It had huge logs rolling side by side to carry our boat up to the top and when we got there it paused to dry our clothes and clear the boat with water. Eventually it dropped us and we got wet again. And the scene changed again, we were in an actual roller coaster and the ride had just started. We were about to begin with the fast speed of the roller coaster when I noticed that people were near the rails and I got worried they'd get hit. I was beginning to imagine blood all over my face. But before we could begin with the fast speed of the ride I woke up.

Now I don't know how to explain those dreams of mine but they had 1 thing in common, it was set in a carnival. The first dream we were captured and taken to a carnival. There was even a crying baby in the scene. So I guess since I watched SAO a lot these past 2 weeks, I could say I can blame them. But I'm going to observe myself if I'll have a common dream tonight.

How to Balance Boyfriend and School

A few weeks ago one of my friends asked me how do I balance my life between my boyfriend and school. It's not that difficult for me since I have the perks of having a great and awesome boyfriend.

• I don't stress myself on balancing the equation. - I let this fly.
• I trust my boyfriend that he won't do anything stupid.
• School is school and whatever grade I get is all I could give.

Bonus:

My boyfriend already graduated college and is currently working far from where I am now. Yeah, LDR (Long Distance Relationship)

• He's busy with work in the morning. - Means I don't have to worry about missing his calls.
• He cares for my education. - Reminds me constantly about school work.
• We belong in the same college. - I can have further explanations and insights on my diff. subjects.
• He's smart. - I can ask him whatever I want.
• He offered that if I had any questions or need any help with school, he's there. - All hail my boyfriend. 

Collegiate Confidence

Ever since I got into college all I could think about was starting fresh and forgetting all the mistakes and regrets I had in high school. I never though about finding love, wanting to be one of those contestants in pageants and representing my college, nor did I wonder if I'd be able to raise my confidence. But I did.

I found the all-most right peers for me, I'm still not sure if they're THE ONE. They make me feel superior at some point, especially because I'm the most fluent in the English language in the group and they look up to me for that. But it's because of them that I'm motivated to keep up with my studies because all of them are grade oriented and they worry a lot about school.

Things changed for me ever since my boyfriend came along. His name is Aljon and he's four years older than me. I've never met a boy like him before. He's so open about himself and he barely hides his feelings and reactions. He usually says what his mind is saying. I look up to him and I've never accepted myself this much before. Plus he helps me a lot with my studies.

Our Finance1 teacher is one of my favorite teachers right now. I like to attend her class and I'm always energized no matter what. I'm putting pressure on myself since the major I'd be taking is Financial Management but she makes things really easy. I'm not afraid to speak up in class which I guess is why my mind is not in a little box during her period.

All of these have contributed to my success in gaining more confidence and I thank these people for helping me achieve that. Having people to push you will only take you half way, it's within your will to meet your standards.