I know for the past months, I have been searching for a guy and hoping that someday he'll become my boyfriend. I have encountered a couple of guys and recently I met a guy who I thought was different. Well he was different, but in a bad way because he seemed to only use me for personal gain and it took me two months to open up my own eyes and realize that he was just wrong for me.
During the second month, another person came into my life. I never wanted to fall for him, but you know what they say "the more you stay away from something, the more it'll come to you." So I was haunted for a couple of days until I finally admitted it to myself that I have finally fallen for someone without forcing myself to fall for them. I mean I never asked for that guy but instead God gave him to me. Ever since then I thought of him as a blessing and not another guy problem.
